bOis bOis boiSs....

aiyah bois..soooo annoying..haha i hate this stoopid bf/gf thing..!! >.<
hrm ryt now im juz reali confused and i feel soo bad..coz mai fwen likes me..and im reali good fwens wit him now... i knew how he felt abt me so i tried my hardest not to lead him on..but im not that type to fully reject peoples..so me had to restrict myself into doing many things while i was with him..=/ hrm wel, i thought that maybe he had finally got over me and not long ago..i met some boi and i tink i could most probably fall for him!..aiyahh hehe..hrm, wel newaise this gd fwen of mine..hrmm i told him abt this new boi and i hurt his feelings...aiyahhh i feel bad..but he duznt understand they situation he put me in too..coz knowing that he liked me made me restrict myself from doing things coz i didnt want to lead him on...siigh! he has been thru quite alota shiet lately and i dun wana make it worste but i tink i juz did..and i feel like shiet!!! i feel bad lah but i duno wut to tell him..coz i dun wana make him feel worste..but i dun wana loose him as a fwen! hrm hopefully he will understand lah..but i duno? it mite be weird between us after this..i hope not tho! siigh! up to him i guess....aiyah i duno..im kinda confused...>.<
newaise, this other boi..he is a reali nice guy..and he is pwedi daymn fine too! haha aiyah..i havnt had a "proper" bf in soo long...and i duno? i tink i tink to muCh! haha >.< im afraid of the result and all and i duno? it juz been too long i gues..and iv been single fo quite a whyl now..siigh! hrmm iv had "improper" bois..hrm meaning i never officialy bf/gf..but we do things that we not supposed to be doing..and mani ppl thought that we wer going out..but we wernt..u kno wut im sayin? haha lOl..but we got over each other after a couple of months..but we are still fwens! hehe ..sighh! im a weirdo..shoOoosh..keep it to urself! lol
hRmm yes bois bois bois..siigh!! hehe
ok wel i write more laters.. ^_^ bYEbyez